Gentlewolf's Domain

"Coming together is a beginning, staying together is progress, and working together is success."
~ Henry Ford

I go back to work tomorrow.  To be honest, I could really use another week off.  I still have a couple of things to do.  I STILL have to write my twelfth assignment for the Long Ridge Writer's Group.  I know...  I know... just get it done already...  *sigh*  I DID pull it out to look at earlier this week.  I just haven't gotten around to finishing it.  It shouldn't take long.  I know what I want to write.  I have a outline about how I want the story to go...  but, I'm stuck.  See, I started to write it in first person...  but, I realize now that it makes it more difficult to describe the main character.  I'm almost wondering if I should rewrite everything in third person.  I...  just haven't found any motivation to get it done...  

I wanted to write it today, but today is my youngest daughter's 8th birthday.  We already had a birthday party for her, and her sister - whose birthday is tomorrow and she will be turning 9 years old.  Rhiahannaen's (My youngest) aunt got her a $25 gift card to Toys R Us.  We took her there today to pick out her present.  OMGs, I LOVE her!  She was looking at Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle things.  She prefers the cartoon, not the movie characters, and she says (whines) "Mom, that's the fat Raphael.  I don't want the fat one!"  Raphael is her favorite Ninja turtle and she was talking about the movie characters compared to the cartoon characters.  In the end, she ended up getting two of those color wonder marker things with Ninja Turtles and a little Rarity plushy - her favorite My Little Pony.  

I also need to write a new Kainora fic.  BlueDecember89 gave me permission to write a fic to go along with one of her Kainora's pics.



I have an idea of what I want to write, and I even rewatched "The Original Airbenders," episode of LOK to be sure I get things right.  I'm sorry to say that I have Not been able to motivate myself to write anything this weekend.    

and now, tomorrow I have to go back to work...  I'm really kind of nervous about it.  I'll be working at a new place, with new co-workers, and a new supervisor...  who has been told bad things about me thanks to an old co-worker that I am SO glad I no longer work with.  TRUE, you'd think, and like to believe that a supervisor would know better then to believe rumors and might even stop to think and coe to the conclusion that, "Oh, wait...  the person telling me this is really upset and mad about being moved and is obviously causing problems for everyone else."  BUT who knows...  considering that my new supervisor and old co-worker were apparently friends...  

I DO know a couple of the girls that I will be working with at the new place... but that doesn't make me any less nervous.  It's a further commute.  True that I don't have to be there until 8:00 tomorrow.. but I think it's just... a lot of changes.

My summer class ended today.  My fall classes start in two weeks, on the 25th.  I'd like to think feel excited that I'm starting out on a new journey...  but I can't help but to feel really nervous.  

Well...  have to get going.  Need to get a kid to bed so she can wake up early to go to the Boys & Girls club for the day.  I need to clean and prepare stuff for tomorrow.  IF I can calm my mind, maybe I'll get some writing done, but I don't write so well when I'm frazzled.

Wish me luck...

Ja matane...




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